*flexing fingers* Oh good. They work.
Well, where do I start. When I last blogged I was in the middle of having a moment. I won't apologise. I feel as if I have lived a year in the last two months. Things have been so busy! But alas, for all the busy-ness, I am still jobless/careerless, but not directionless. I did have a shot at starting something of my own today...something that could be great! More about that later. Or maybe not.
Life is certainly challenging at the moment, but I have someone standing by my side. I think it's time I come clean. A lot of my friends have been very curious about The Boy...
The biggest and best change in my life is having fallen for one of the most amazing men you could ever meet. I'm smiling so widely as I write this. Thinking about him does that. He isn't perfect (thank fuck for that), but he is perfect for me. I wasn't expecting him to just show up in my life, but that he did. There I was, minding my own business, separated from my very-shortly-to-be-finalised-ex husband (sad, yes, but...), enjoying being a singleton and... WHAM!
When I first met him, I kept him at arms length for quite a while. Looking back, it's kinda funny. He wooed me with serious intent and in the end I had to give in. I couldn't resist anymore. His weaponary included not playing on his very obvious alpha male appeal, disarming me with his sense of humour, using those sparkly, devlish green eyes against me, not judging me for the life I've lived, caring for me on a level most men would find it hard to match, understanding my crazy (even if he doesn't enjoy it), being affectionate regardless of where we are (mostly)... You get the picture.
Lest you think I'm painting this dreamy, moony, oh-so-perfect picture, let me share this with you. We're both awkward, and have had a couple of awkward "getting to know you moments". We're learning that it's all about communication. Well, I am, at least. Also, sometimes I don't get backrubs, or juice when I wake up, and the number of musical voicemails has declined to zero... Hee hee :-) I may be a little spoilt. But I believe in starting as you intend to carry on!
I haven't known him for that long at all, but I don't care what other people may think. I trust my instinct and I'm choosing to share my life, no holds barred, with someone who contributes greatly to my happiness. I am treated like a queen, and I would do pretty much anything for him because of who he is, and how he treats me (and my Immy).
You do know that I could go on and on and on... but I best leave you with that. I would love to share my happiness with you all. I think we all deserve some happiness in between the madness.
Mwah!
